for those who couldnt make it its okay, you all had your reasons ya so dont sweat it
WORK HARD MASAMUNE TWIN
GET BETTER FATHER IN LAW PLEASE ASJDHAKSJDHAKJSDHJKSADH
CHEER UP OKAY SEAN!!! ITS ROUGH I KNOW T.T
LASTLY THANK YOU BABY FOR SPENDING TIME TO PLAN SOMETHING LIKE THIS EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE WORKING AND PLANNING YOUR IMPROMPTU JAPAN TRIP WHICH YOU SAID YOU WILL BUY MANY THINGS FOR ME
i keels your internets heh
ONE
Yes the ever popular 'zombie' apocalypse has taken over, but like the game, they arent really reanimated corpses, its actually an illness...
and its causing all of us to keep getting those ridiculous colored stickers everytime we take our temperature. All is NOT well
TWO
The evil MoJoJoJo has devised a new virus, spread it to the world but didnt make an anti vaccine, thats why he has it too...luckily our doctors are smarter that the crazed megalomaniac of a monkey, and have given us vaccines, or else we are screwed
THREE
Ryuk of Deathnote fame has finally gone insane, and is abusing the book to kill people worldwide, unintentionally though...i mean...who the hell dressed like THAT can devise a widespread epidemic like this =.=
hope it ends soon, its pretty scary how fast the numbers have jumped
EDIT: ok screw, the second video is much better, who wants to see josh groban swear while singing XD
sorry i cant load it up here, cant find the embedding shit
http://www.collegeslackers.com/video/iro
http://www.collegeslackers.com/video/im_
to be honest, i asked god to make me ill
is it coincidence? godsend? pure luck? i leave it up to you...maybe my body and mind couldnt take the strain, maybe my prayer was granted....and since everyone has their views on religion...i only believe in the omnipotent guy up there and thats it...
so he made me ill, and i didnt see a doc or take meds cept the one panadol that night cause i was forced to....sleep actually helps..sleep and water
and the sleep was wholesome...not the broken, twitching and tossing in bed kind...but...totally silent..and that was great actually...luckily my work was done, so i could sleep more
and i found out that only some people can really take care of me when im ill...the rest just well...lay around...whatever..it isnt the first time
being sick...is like a vacation, where you really detach from life, and now, its my turn to go back into life again =)
My violence will do nothing to save them, my anger is meaningless...it doesnt mean I will never be angry again, it just means that it becomes a channel for me, and nothing more...I will not hope to change anyone from that...instead I ask a simple question
What if you die of stupidity..of your own selfishness...and it was because time and time again you indulged in your melancholy...you shunned the truth...you avoided everything...what becomes of those around you...you died for a day, they feel the loss...a week later, they remorse abit..but not much
A few months...they have forgotten..let alone a year...why? Because all you did was complain..you made no impact on their lives, and when they did something for you, you took it for granted...you never changed...you being the selfish person..me..I...it was always centered on you...
The day you die, is not a day which affects yourself...it affects everyone around you..it affects the world....
If you dont see that what you do now is wrong, all your selfish acts, then you will die without having made any contribution at all...and people around you would have wasted their time, when they could have contributed to the many others who were worth it..who would not put their efforts in vain...........
Maybe when you learn that, you can live...in truth for the first time
But I dont expect anything..I am but one voice in this huge world....I wont be surprised if the world ends....after all we made it possible
bunch of engineering fuckers sit opposite to us and stare at us with their nerdshit faces....i was like what the fuck are they staring for...just come straight if you got any problems....this was the start of the week
today i threw a few chairs and smashed some glass...just cause the shop was being ridiculous...the damn secondary school kids who were being annoying were scared shitless....later on my friend was being a prick so i left early, and the kids at home were being fuckers so i shouted at home
when life gives you lemons, you squeeze them in open wounds...because every other person will do the exact same thing
just this time im gonna be a selfish bastard, and say that i honestly dont care for your well being when you make me angry, so to all mentioned above, you were just unlucky that this week im completely in a low mood and my temper is extremely volatile
EDIT!! ITS NOT HER BDAY YET, SO HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY SKYE!!!!! XDDDDD
If you cant even think for yourself, then what good are you, live your OWN life, not others
For the love of god have some sense to think before you do anything
Dont expect me to be nice anymore, I dont need people like you
And I certainly dont need you to come only when you need help, you've got a whole chain of lifeless people to do that for you
Happened to think of some stuff which made me really sad....although i never realised it before....funny huh, how we do something and think it will be fun, its with friends blah blah blah, and it turns out it wasnt as fun as it should have been...life sucks that way....and when you finally find something fun...you dont get the chance...woopee....anyway i cant be bothered....but i am...
so why am i moody
maybe its the rain
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
lol, outing with lester and veto, and our loves XD not bad, i managed to win back some money from mahjong XD
mad jack has some pretty decent food yo XD
anyways, time for some reflection on life...not sure if i mentioned it before, but i really dislike those people who act big, and talk big, but dont carry out what they say, i see tonnnnnssss of them everywhere, my class, streets, whatever....like..."oh i bullied/scolded some auntie who blocked my way in the bus, therefore i am gangster, rebellious!" yea right...whatever....and thats just ONE example of various ive seen....jeez, you wanna say something? say it face to face, and not behind the stages, and then give excuses of not wanting to cause trouble...the very fact you said it means you want that trouble, and others sure as heck are DAMN FREE to give you trouble too =)
for once i'd wish you all would get rid of your damn masks, and say it straight to the people you wanna direct it to, HAVE SOME GUTS FOR ONCE
RAWR.
I SHALL BE WEARING NEW URBAN MALE TIGHT FIT TANK TOPS N TANNING IN SENTOSA.
YESSSS. LEON IS A CHANGED MANNN =D *pounce*
well well well, time for an update XD
yea as you know i got a 2.9 for my GPA, so im prettyyyy happy with that XD could have gotten a three, but my lecturer was sexist so~
holidays now, seems really long this time! but i dont really mind, the time is well spent isnt it dear? XD
now for some serious stuff, it amuses me how people keep track of my actions, even up till now, haha, guess your life sucks, and mine doesnt, so cry a river and jump into it XD it eases the pain
on another note, perhaps other people should leave some things alone, when you tamper with things which dont belong to you, the owners get very angry innit o.o
thats all the stuff i have to say for now, excuse me while i bask in the glory that is my great life XD


